Does it ever get easier?
Easier to choose the healthier thing? Easier to get moving? Easier to look forward to a training session?
I used to, back in my swimming glory days, actively look forward to swim practice. It was, well and truly, the highlight of my day.
But now I look at my tri training program, at the 40 minutes of cycling scheduled, and I feel exhausted. And defeated by myself, by my lack of desire to just get off my ass and get moving.
I’ve done 5 races in the last year and I have felt under trained for ALL of them. I have the chance to start now and maybe not feel that way for the summer race season and I can’t get myself going.